Gareth Thomas has given his first TV interview since revealing his HIV diagnosis on This Morning.
"I have an amazing family and an amazing group of friends and the people I chose not tell, it was because I chose to protect them," the 45-year-old explained hosts Holly Willoughby and Phillip Schofield after initially only choosing to tell certain people.
"I felt that if I told them, then they are going to be afraid of what's going to happen to me so I didn't want to add to anybody's worries and add to anybody's issues.
And I didn't want people to treat me differently. Because that's the thing, I'm not ill and I wasn't ill. But when people suddenly find out, they look at you different or treat you different."
Gareth, who hasn't disclosed the date of his HIV diagnosis, then made a heartbreaking confession: "I didn't want my brother to potentially, who didn't have the knowledge of it, to be afraid of me cuddling my niece or wanting to hold people."