Leicester Tigers' star fullback Freddie Steward bared his soul in a candid interview with The Telegraph, confessing to feeling a sense of disappointment after being axed from the England squad.
Despite being a standout performer for the past couple of years, Steward was blindsided when he was omitted not just from the starting lineup but from the matchday 23 altogether, making way for George Furbank.
In his exclusive conversation, Steward admitted to grappling with the blow but reaffirmed his unwavering ambition to represent England, squashing any speculation about a potential move abroad.
On his chat with the England boss, Steward told the Telegraph: “it was such a small conversation but it created so many emotions”
“Playing for England means everything to me,” Steward states. “It’s all I’ve ever wanted to do and every time you pull on that shirt is special.
"When you don’t get that opportunity, it hurts. That first week in particular, and the following week were difficult. I did struggle.
“But as much as I was deflated and upset – because all you want to be is in that 23 and playing – I still had that responsibility to help the team. My role was just different and I didn’t ever want my disappointment to ebb into the team or to take away from the environment.
“It was really challenging; up there with the most challenging weeks of my career, definitely. For me, it was understanding that this is sport and it happens. I was certainly not the first for it to happen to and I definitely won’t be the last. It was a case of dealing with those emotions.”
He added: "It is hard because you can’t escape from it,
“You find out the news and you can’t just go home and be around your family and spend time away. You’re in camp and you still have a job to do.”
Highest-paid rugby players in the world:
The recent disclosure of the earnings of some of rugby's most prominent figures illuminates the lucrative landscape at the pinnacle of the sport.
Siya Kolisi, the inspirational Springbok captain, has enjoyed considerable success both on and off the field. His reported salary of £800,000 at Racing 92 reflects his value to the team and his standing as one of the sport's most influential figures.
Siya Kolisi, Captain of South Africa celebrates after the Rugby World Cup Final match between New Zealand and South Africa at Stade De France, Paris on 29 October 2023 (Photo: Micah Crook/PPAUK)
Maro Itoje (England) - £800,000
Maro Itoje, the towering English lock, has been the subject of considerable speculation regarding his future earnings. While his reported salary of £800,000 with Saracens is impressive, potential hybrid deals with the RFU could see his income increase even further, highlighting his importance to both club and country.
Maro Itoje of England during the Six Nations Match between England and Wales at Twickenham, London on 10 February 2024 (Photo: Tom Sandberg/PPAUK)
Faf De Klerk (South Africa) - £900,000
Faf De Klerk, the dynamic South African scrum-half, is among the highest-paid players in the game.
His reported salary of £900,000 with the Yokohama Canon Eagles in Japan reflects his status as one of rugby's premier talents.
Cheslin Kolbe (South Africa) - £937,000
Cheslin Kolbe, the electrifying Springbok star, has attracted attention not only for his on-field performances but also for his lucrative contracts. Despite turning down massive offers from other clubs, Kolbe's reported salary of around £900,000 with Suntory Sungoliath in Japan solidifies his status as one of the game's highest earners.
Cheslin Kolbe of Toulouse during the European Champions Cup Final match between La Rochelle and Toulouse at Twickenham Stadium, London on May 22 2021. - PHOTO: Micah Crook/PPAUK
Finn Russell (Scotland) - £1million
Finn Russell, the talismanic Scottish fly-half, rounds out the list as one of rugby's top earners.
His reported salary of £1 million with Bath underscores his value to the club and highlights the financial rewards available to elite players in the sport.
Finn Russell of Bath Rugby during the Gallagher Premiership Rugby match between Gloucester Rugby and Bath Rugby at Kingsholm Stadium on 10 November 2023 in Gloucester, England. (Photo by Tom Sandberg/PPAUK)
Owen Farrell (England) - £1.2m
Owen Farrell is set to bid farewell to English rugby at the conclusion of this season, as the Saracens fly-half secures a lucrative two-season contract with Racing 92.
A statement from Racing read: “Racing 92 can confirm the signing of Owen Farrell (32) for our men’s team. The England international has joined for two seasons and will join up with the ciel et blanc
One report in France indicates that the former England captain could be earning up to £1.2m per season.
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